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Blue Scar Vol I

by ELSZ

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Perigee 01:44
Come Come Come to her Come Come Come to her Come to her Come to her
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Blue Scar 03:52
I let you down child I let you down child Down to the ground I watched you fall I heard you call child But I was small child Couldn't take it all We've taken the fall We've taken the fall Fall fall fall fall You ask me why I stay Why don't we go away You let him hurt me Over & over again I promise I'll change one day Hide and seek your life away Take me down another day How does it feel Does the fire heal How does it feel Does the fire heal Does the fire heal Does the fire heal Does the fire heal Does the fire heal Does the fire heal Does the fire heal Does the fire heal Does the fire heal Heal Heal Heal Heal We hide it We hide it We hide it We hide it We hide it We never knew what love is love is You're wearing a blue scar And blue scarf to hide it, hide it, hide it And a blue scarf to hide it You never knew what love is love is You're wearing a blue scar And blue scarf to hide it, hide it, hide it And a blue scarf to hide it Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm We never knew what love is We never knew what love is I You
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Poison 05:58
You're my poison, my disgrace Strangling me with your embrace We're addicted to this game Your cruel intentions call my name Into the lions den I crawled For you my beloved to save you my lover Sacrificing my heart beat To get you back up on your feet I remember when you said I'll be yours and you'll be mine Owning me was quite the task You had to break my spirit down Trash me round and tame my talk And trick my heart and twist my arm So I could, so I could, so I could, so I could To come back again and fix you To come back again and fix you To come back again and fix you right up And make you okay, appease you this way To hold you the same and fall in again To fuck when you say and to love you today I sacrificed myself to you Waking to your forceful touch You're holding me down I don't want it now Lungs full of smoke, my body is numb Surely you could read the no of my tongue The no of my tongue I sacrificed myself to you To come back again and fix you To come back again and fix you To come back again and fix you right up And make you okay, appease you this way To hold you the same and fall in again To fuck when you say and to love you today I sacrificed myself to you Sacrificed to you To you To you To you To you To you To you To you To you To you To you To you To you To you To you To you
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Take me Take me to the sun Take me To where it all begun Take me Take me from this place Take me Take me to the sun How do we find peace of mind In a body that aches Take me Take me to the sun Take me Far from this place How do we find peace of mind In a body that aches To where it all begun To where it all begun Take me take me Take me to the sun Take me take me Take to the sun
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*Trigger Warning*

Blue Scar Vol I , is the first installation of a long form album .
This tapestry of songs is a personal mythology of love and survival,
I have been patiently writing and working on this since 2013, the year I almost died because of intimate partner violence. This body of work brought me back to my body, and continues to do so everyday, my prayer is that it does the same for all trauma survivors, that this music is a place we can tend to our personal and generational wounds as well as a place to honour our scars. This is for youngest selves , for my child self and my god self, who always seek to protect and heal me - this is a quest to relearn what love is.

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released November 4, 2022

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